Everyday is just another day

This blog was written almost five years ago. The only entry that I managed to save from my friendster blog which disappeared magically.

A NEW LIFE.

I'm back my dear bloggie! I’ve got a busy busy life now. I’m still missin my old life but im adjusting quite well. I’m finally earning my own money and I must say that it’s a very rewarding feeling.

The differences. Dubai is of course wayyy progressive than Pinas. Wider roads, lots of space, lesser traffic, diverse culture, booming economy that results to a fatter wallet. Maturity that comes with independence, Freedom is one word to spell what I have finally attained in this big step that I have made in my life. But alas, it’s a very big price that I have to pay too. No friends, and so I happened to encounter for the first time in my life - plastic back stabbing b*tches, insecure colleagues, a*sholes and the like. No family. Long distance relationship that is very heart breaking. Eeky food. And so, the list goes on.

Till now I'm still in shock of how things have happened so quickly but I must admit that I am now being able to accept the changes wholeheartedly. I have to start somewhere, I know. And this is the path that I chose to start it with. No goals yet in particular, but soon I’ll figure it out. I’m enjoying yet another roller coaster ride. So long as my safety belts are fastened I'm good to go.

I am growing up, state-of-mind-wise. Yeah, I feel it. But still I’m a kid at heart. I still want to have fun. Whatever happens, I’m braced and I know I'd be able to control things, it’s just that sometimes I want to be back there where I was in total bliss and every moment seems to be better than the last.

I'm missing my friends and family. But you know what? Life here is a lot less complicated. I don’t have issues and problems coz anyway how will I have problems if I'm not involved with anyone at all? No mom to argue with, no friends to squabble with. And so, it goes like this in here. Everyday is just another day.

I miss my boyfriend. I hope we make it through and we are doing all we can to make it so I guess that’s just what I want to maintain, it’s like, my only prayer. I just don’t want to lose this very wonderful feeling. I just don’t want to lose him. He’s the best. You see, he’s holding on to me, and he’s got absolutely no plans of throwing everything away just like that. And as for me too. His song is the only music I want to hear. Its just that I'm so longing for him and I want to feel him next to me again. Imagine seven months together and nine months apart? Tragic isn't it?

Am I excited to come back home and be a boho, a gangstah, an emo kid, a social butterfly, a rasta, a nomad, a pain in the asz. a daughter, a friend and a girlfriend once again? Hell yeah. Coz duh? I’ve become oh so borrrring here.

Hmpf. But for the mean time I have to stay, for an effin bright future’s sake!

But if only I had wings, I’d be back and forth.

Till that day I'm back. Everyday is just another day.

Posted June 2008